Tuesday, December 2, 2003

zen cocoa

it has been a hell of a long day.  i went to babysit for my sister's sons, who i really adore, but frankly watching them from about 12:30 til about 5:30 is notmy idea of fun.  especially when the baby is hungry and i am unable to nurse him.  ra.  cute cute, love him so much, but it comes back to the same issue - i have a tough time understanding how ppl can watch other ppl's kids.  i just don't kno their schedules, what they like, what they're allowed to do, even what benny's different cries mean.  i can't tell when he's hungry vs. tired vs. wet.  and koby is great, but he has a lot more energy than i'm used to dealing with.  usually i'm the one wearing out the ppl around me.


so i think i will retire to the kitchen and look for some form of liquid chocolate to pour down my throat, preferably heated.  so tired, so hungry, sooooooooooooooo bored.  mm, i sound like i'm in a crappy mood.  i'm not, i swear, just worn out.  i'll be all peppy again in a bit.

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