Tuesday, January 11, 2005

today's lucky number is...

i don't think that when people look at me they see someone who has been through a lot, made her decisions, and has convictions stronger than most people.  i wonder how many people i've misread the way so many people misread me.

it's funny how people think i'm just a happy go lucky type who can always find the better side to things.  or they think i'm bitter and caustic.  so few people see the fusion or the strength hiding underneath it all.

there are people i work with who try to make me frummer, try to "bring me to God".  i smile and talk to them, but underneath i'm mildly annoyed at the assumption that anyone who is MO hasn't yet soul searched.  they're trying to bring me somewhere, but i've already arrived.

mind's wandering, am tired beyond belief.

1 comment:

  1. 1. 'A visitor' posted on the Tue 11 Jan 2005, 3:45 pm
    Jews are a funny breed...just tell them you've been saved. Tell them you found jesus and the merchandising alone will make you a billionaire!
    D.A.

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