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back at work, in sheer agony after the walk to the subway, the ride, and sitting in my chair for the past 1.5 hours.

yay for not having heat in my office so i don't feel it as much.

yay yay!

benyomin's here!  he called me from my hall way and he's on my couch AS WE SPEAK!

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in other news, i emailed avraham's cousin yesterday, whohe hasn't seen since he was about 5.  she's in school in NY, as is her sister, so we're going to get together after finals.  i'm so excited!

oh, hads

at hadar's party last night, as i was leaving, i went to kiss him goodbye.  some girl behind me says, really angry, "who IS that girl?"  some other girl replies "oh, just his sister."

hahaha - stupid hos, my brother doesn't like slutty girls!

other than that it was fine, beyond the odd person puking in the taxi (really, so gross).  i got to play with davises and tamar's awesome roommate devora, tali, naomi, and i met the prettiest, funniest girl named malki who should marry hadar tomorrow.

lala, i'm out.
oh - the ankle's still sore, but i'll live.

ow says my body

we rearranged the apartment last night, by which i mean that avraham pushed everything around while i pointed to where i wanted it to go.  : (  it's so hard to not be able to help.  i mean, i was upright for longer than i should have been, and that was dumb, but so is using a computer, cause i can't be lying down while i am.

i'm SO damned impatient, it's a wonder i ever heal.

anyway, this week gave me time to think about stuff.  the primnary thing i realized is that i've always been quite bad at the whole bikur cholim bit - i know people get bored or lonely, but i never take the time to visit.

after a week of very few people taking the time to visit, i can say without a doubt that's going to change.  i('m not trying to make anyone feel guilty)  it just sucks to be alone, to have to figure out what to do for food when you really shouldn't be standing and cooking for half an hour, to entertain yourself when you're alone for 42 hours over the course of 4 days.  at least i have avraham in the morning and at night.  i can't imagine what it's like for people who are truly alone.

i think that this may be the first time that i was out of my parents' home and laid up with somethihng where i was concsious the whole time.  epstein-barr is alittle easier, beacuse you don't have the energy to be awake most of the day.

i also realized this week that there is no WAY i could ever consider living in washington heights for real.

oh, also, for those who are wondering, i'm writing from the "ofiicial OU laptop".  yay yay to johnny for both visiting and bringing me some freedom.

lalala

lalala lying on a couch all day lalala falling asleep cause i take codeine

lalala

the dr. says...

... that i am on bed rest through the weekend, and if it still hurts monday to come back.  x-rays show nothing is broken, the tylenol and codeine doesn't seem as stong as i'd rememberd it...

i'm BORED all say.  i watch game shows.  i have nothing to read, no comuter, only so long i can hum to myself without wanting company.

so if you have good books, drop 'em off.  i'm here and waiting.