if it matters at all

I am hot
cranky
tired
and annoyed

this past month has been long and occasionally tedious.

i have spent more time in hospitals and doctor's offices than i would wish on anyone

yet, i am in a remarkably good mood.

i sicken myself.

i wish i had something of substance to share, but all the substantive things this month are not internet appropriate.  So, imagine something exciting, or dramatic, or even scary, if you will, and ...